～September 25th, 2020~
When I was walking down the mountain slope where I often used when I was an elementary school student from in front of my old friend's house,
I met three(3) boys of terribly injured like burnt on their left legs one by one.
They looked third(3) graders, and wearing Showa-period clothes....
When I got close to the third(3) boy for taking care, I woke up.
~Spring in 2020~
I saw a thin bus in my dream, and its direction was bounded for "9:25"...
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~October 9th, 2019~
As a school excursion, I was traveling with my friends.
We went to Ko(孤・１dot）-to（島). There was an Island(島).
And there were rivers（川）and bridges（橋).
The water in the rivers are all green...
Our travel guide explained that,
"The reason why the toilet water's color green is to express the esthetics sense of our culture...."
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~April 9, 2018~
An earthquake occurred in the early morning in Hiroshima,
and its epicenter was Izumo（出雲）.
After that earthquake, I fell in asleep.
Then in my dream,
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| 母の胸に抱かれて by Marcestel |
Marcestel’s
like picture appeared, and that picture told me,
“I have deep
and heavy thought…”
Then I was
almost perished by his “thought…”
（ref.）Izumo（出雲） is the place of
Japanese Gods and Goddess get together once every year in November.
~March 26th,
2018~
My mother gave
me vinegar…
Saying it is
good for your stomach…
I received the
vinegar with my both hand….poured….
～March 25th, 2018～
Actually when
I drink alcohol, I always have stomachache
But in today’s
my dream, I could drink alcohol as much as I like,
And nothing
happened to my stomach…..
～March, 23, 2018~
A thin woman named Takeda-san is having a lecture.
My mother is
taking note enthusiastically.
My mother turns to be a kind of black basketball player.
Then I got out
of that place.
I met one of a
shadow girl I really know about her.
I immediately
leave that place.
I saw a boy who is drying for a girl’s hair with dryer in a classroom
I got down the
spiral stairs in miracle.
～March 19th, 2018~
I have a
little cute toy poodle.
He is very
calm, and I tend his neck and throat.
So he seems to
be feeling very good.
I gave him
beef jerky.
That beef
jerky is so tasty and very rich including various vegetables as well.
I sleep with
that dog.
It get little
and smaller…
And finally it
becomes the patterns of my blanket.
～March 18th, 2018=
One of my English
Teachers from Taiwan come to my house,
But got to
feel bad,
So she
vomited,
My mother took
care of her,
“Vomit here
under my futon…”
And
immediately my mother clean them by her hands.
She got feel
very good, and said “Thank you so much!”
My Mother’s Dream on the same day,
March 18, 2018
There is a paper bag with full of earth worms on the
ground.
Those earth worms are getting fat and become like many
snakes.
～March 16th, 2018~
I am sitting
in a library.
I meet friends
long time no see.
I talk and
chat with them,
Especially with
the closest friend.
The purpose
why I was in Library, is searching something.
A staff of the
library talked to me.
And her talks
are old stories.
And those old
stories turn to become real visions for each in my dream.
In those
visions,
There is an
old man,
his work has
already done, so he is living alone.
His body is
old but his face is young.
Then young and
beautiful lady comes close to him,
And she put
her hand into his mouth.
Then her hand
turns to be many snakes.
So many snakes
overcome the man’s body.
After snakes
overcome,
Both man and
woman become very old and tired.
Man lies down.
Woman is
standing and fit her clothes tightly.
～March, 15th,2018~
I am in the
living and kitchen in my mother’s side house.
My grandfather
is looking for the best butter among various butters in the refrigerator.
Then he found
out the best one made out of plants.
While I was
singing loudly,
One of my
three cousins comes close to me,
He is healthy suntanned
and becomes a little bit fat.
And asked me,
“Was that your
voice?”
I thought no
bodies were listening, so I was really ashamed…..
～March, 13th, 2018~
I was in my house with my friends(unknown).
My mother talked to all of us,
“We all have to get down the spiral stairs!”
We immediately get down the spiral stairs.
A very strange man talked to me.
His head is like Mushroom Yellow…
His face is very beautiful white.
And he asked me,
“Do you find out I am which side?
Shadows or Justice?”
Then I wake up.
（Interpretation: those who have cutting aged finance skills and Roman Empire roots understood and start to follow…they never say justice is which side…..)
Then we arrived un-known room, and everyone
is in the room (I don’t know).
We make a circle and everyone is eating and enjoying
rice-cakes…together..
~January 18th, Thursday,
2018~
A thin man comes at my entrance of my
house.
He asked my mother, “Can I sell futons of
your family overseas?”
My mother answered, “If I say OK, futons
never come back, right?”
A man: “It’s true..”
Mother: “So I can’t sell our futons..”
A man: “OK, I understood.”
Then the man entered my house and lied
down on my father’s futon.
He slept very well in my father’s futon…
So I lied down next to him…and slept together….very calmly…
Then he gets up,
And he gets out of my house in very
healthy condition, saying
“Thank you! Bie-by!” in very light voice.
~January 26th, Friday 2018~
I am studying at an university(Un Known),
I was sitting next-to Tanaka-san(un
known)..
The lecture was very boring..
so Tanaka-san and I get out of the lecture together..
We tried to go down stairs,
but suddenly stairs became very huge
rocks..
It is very hard getting down…
but we challenged..
So we saw a sea.
We swum across the sea 300 meters..
Then we arrived an Island…
We saw many delicious dishes…
and far away we saw very beautiful
palace..
However, there were guard-men,
and they tried to attack us..
But we can jump away milaculously ……
like frogs….
~Very Impressive Dream in Recent~
While I was walking with my friend in
Jigozen( 地御前:a place very close to
Miyajima宮島),
several huge KIRIN（麒麟）Beer Cans fell down with big sound, and I was
really surprised.
In my mother’s dream, Hitlers got
crushed in Wagner’s music…..
Kirin（麒麟）is one of Chinese imaginal animals those
have scales, means can live both in and out of sea.
Beer is one of alcoholic
drinks from Western culture.
My friend Alex from
England(Brighton) loves the bland beer of “Kirin（麒麟）Green Label”.
The cans are made out
of very thin and light of aluminum.
~February 1st,
2018 (yesterday,it was blue full moon)~
They are
talking and planning an event for my father’s side great grand-father who has an
experience of interment camp in Siberia.
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My great-grand father came back from Siberia
by learning Russian and surviving skill, and got fat...
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(dream)
Immediately
after my great –grand father’s funeral in 2007, I saw him in his young days of his wearing green war suits…, getting
out of coffin .....
(con-staration)
When
my family members visited his grave in 2014 of the new year, he told my mother
that “Be careful about Steve!”
（facts）
My
great grand-father passed away in December, 2007, and I was 10 years old at
that time.
Last
year(2017) was 10th commemoration year for his death, and when my family members
and my relatives, especially with Nanaho-chan(10 year-old girl in 2017) in
summer, visited his grave to pray for him in O-Bon（お盆）,
we saw a snake.....
Under the Rainbows
Hina-no-mai
～February 7th, Wednesday,
2018~
I was walking on a road along with the Sanyo（山陽）railway,
So, I followed him to start to walk.
Sojiro（宗次郎）is an ocarina musician, who makes his ocarinas
all by himself out of soil..
山の中で暮らしているのは、自分の仕事が、土の笛で音を出すということ。
そして、それは薪を焚いて焼き上げるということになりますので、
周りの人に迷惑を掛けないような処が良いと思ったからです。
少年の頃にさかのぼってみると、祖父の顔が真っ先に浮かんできます。
名もないひとりの農民として、誇りを持って生きてきた姿です。
旨くいえないのですが、
そんな祖父の魂をずうっと受け継いできているような気がしています。
人ひとりの生き方には、賛美する人がひとりいればよいと思います。
祖父の人生は、この僕が賛美します。
僕の笛の音は祖父の足音です。
土をしっかりと踏みしめてきた、祖父の響きだとおもっております。
名もなく人生を終えて、この世を去っていく人は、
今日の山村の暮らしの中にもたくさんおられると思います。
静かに生まれ、穏やかに生き、音も立てずにこの世を去っていく。
そういう人たちの中にこそ、人間の本来の営みがあると思っています。
（1996年8月）
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「宮島」という「地勢（トポス）」と「戦（いくさ）の歴史」
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| 平家納経 |
「平家物語」では、語りの冒頭に
「猛く、おごれる人物に、平清盛をあげ、勝者必衰の理によって、諸行無常の響きの中で衰んでいく（1185）」となっている。
けれども、平清盛のいまだ語られていない功績に、日本を海洋国家としてとらえ、異国の人との交流と物流をはかったことがあげられる。
その中で、宮島の厳島神社は、瀬戸内海の守り神であり、迎賓館ともなっていく。
海中に建てられた大鳥居がそれを象徴する。
大鳥居の間から船を出入りさせ、海に突き出した長い回廊からそれを迎え、送る。
大鳥居の間から、月を眺め、月を登らせ、花火を打ち上げる。
そのことをわかっていたのは、清盛の息子たちだった。
「源平合戦」は、瀬戸内海の合戦だったのに、なぜか宮島はその合戦場にならなかった。
清盛の息子たちが、宮島を「無防備地帯」にしたから。
合戦を放棄し、父の造った「文化」を守り、涙ぐみながら、彼らは西へと向かった。
そのことをなぜ「琵琶法師たち」は、かたらなかったのか？
たぶん、「平家物語」が平家を滅亡させた源氏の時代に、「手柄歌」として作られたものだからだろう。
いつだって、戦争の勝者は「勝ち戦（いくさ）」のありさまを語って飽きない。
厳島の歴史［History
of Itsuku-shima（宮島Miyajima）］
'Itsukushimu' means ‘LOVE ’in Japanese
厳島が一躍その名を知られるようになるのは、1100年代後半の平清盛をはじめとする平氏一族の厳島信仰からである。
平清盛は久安2［1146］から保元元（1156）年まで安芸守になり、佐伯郡の豪族佐伯一族と結びつきを強めていった。
清盛の最初の厳島参詣は永歴元（1160）年とされ、以後治承4（1180）年までに記録に残っているものだけでも13回社参をしている。
仁安3（1168）年、神主佐伯景弘は、本宮（厳島）37宇・外宮・（対岸の地御前）19宇の同社殿を造営し、現在みられるような回廊で結ばれた海上社殿が完成した。
~March 5th,2018~
I saw a very big, flat toad, a giant
cobra, a tortoise, and a scorpion.
They are romping about in our tatami
room.
Before seeing them,
My close friend and I are having test.
The test title is、
“How to keep good living
condition for our life.”
There are four text books.
While having test, our mothers are
sitting behind us.
Question; these two persons' environment are
quite opposite.
Give the answer “why” with your own
words.
Person 1:who was cut by too systematic society
and surviving in the woods.
Person2:who
is surviving in the Antarctic Pole
While
we are thinking, our teacher gets out of the room…
And
suddenly those four creatures come into the room….
Toad,
tortoise, scorpion and giant cobra….
and they move very violently so room become
very messy….
We
cried!
"Teacher!! Come Back!!"
Teacher comes back and the students become three,
my close friend with a little bit
handicapped...adds...
Those four creatures were passed to each of us....
Mine was heavy toad, it is very flat and like sharky...and sticky...
Other two students were passed tortoise and
giant cobra...
Suddenly the giant cobra move forward to the corner of the tatami room....
So the scorpion and the tortoise immediately
followed....
But toad is staying in the center.
And they continued to struggle.....
In April, 2016,
Foreign Ministers come to Miyajima(宮島),
it is very powerful TOPOS
and that Island has Misen(弥山：space or universe).
And in front of the Miyajima’s
Torii(鳥居),
beyond Set Inland Sea(瀬戸内海）、
there is a shrine called Jigozenn(地御前).
Once there were two Toriis(鳥居) both for Miyajima(宮島）and Jigozen(地御前), face to face, and residents consciousness both of them were connected
until Edo(江戸)
era, but just before Meiji Restoration, a big typhoon has separated them.
However in our imagination, they are already connected very recently.
So I think we will and can start
to make a circle(円・縁)
from here.
~March 7h,
2018~
I am in an
airplane.
All my friends
are in that airplane, from kindergarten, elementary, junior and senior high
school, and to close friends of my university.
And we arrived
somewhere(unknown), and we all enjoyed very delicious foods together……
I borrowed a
swim suits from Torii(鳥居)san.
～2018、March 11~
I was flying in
very low ground around the neighborhood of the place where our family used to live.
And I got down
the ground, and my family members and a teacher who gave me pink pansy flowers basket in new year are putting laggages into our car.
～March, 13th, 2018~
I was in my
house with my friends(unknown).
My mother
talked to all of us,
“We all have
to get down the spiral stairs!”
We immediately
get down the spiral stairs.
A very strange
man talked to me.
His head is
like Mushroom Yellow…
His face is
very beautiful white.
And he asked
me,
“Do you find
out I am which side?
Shadows or
Justice?”
Then I wake
up.
（Interpretation:
those who have cutting aged finance skills and Roman Empire roots understood
and start to follow…they never say justice is which side…..)
～March, 15th,2018~
I am in the
living and kitchen in my mother’s side house.
My grandfather
is looking for the best butter among various butters in the refrigerator.
Then he found
out the best one made out of plants.
While I was
singing loudly,
One of my
three cousins comes close to me,
He is healthy suntanned
and becomes a little bit fat.
And asked me,
“Was that your
voice?”
I thought no
bodies were listening, so I was really ashamed…..
～March 16th, 2018~
I am sitting in a library.
I meet friends long time no see.
I talk and chat with them,
Especially with the closest friend.
The purpose why I was in Library, is searching something.
A staff of the library talked to me.
And her talks are old stories.
And those old stories turn to become real visions for each in my dream.
In those visions,
There is an old man,
his work has already done, so he is living alone.
His body is old but his face is young.
Then young and beautiful lady comes close to him,
And she put her hand into his mouth.
Then her hand turns to be many snakes.
So many snakes overcome the man’s body.
After snakes overcome,
Both man and woman become very old and tired.
Man lies down.
Woman is standing and fit her clothes tightly.
～March 18th, 2018=
One of my English
Teachers from Taiwan come to my house,
But got to
feel bad,
So she
vomited,
My mother took
care of her,
“Vomit here
under my futon…”
And
immediately my mother clean them by her hands.
She got feel
very good, and said “Thank you so much!”
My Mother’s Dream on the same day,
March 18, 2018
There is a paper bag with full of earth worms on the
ground.
Those earth worms are getting fat and become like many
snakes.
～March 19th, 2018~
I have a
little cute toy poodle.
He is very
calm, and I tend his neck and throat.
So he seems to
be feeling very good.
I gave him
beef jerky.
That beef
jerky is so tasty and very rich including various vegetables as well.
I sleep with
that dog.
It get little
and smaller…
And finally it
becomes the patterns of my blanket.
～March, 23, 2018~
A thin woman named Takeda-san is having a lecture.
My mother is taking note enthusiastically.
My mother turns to be a kind of black basketball player.
Then I got out of that place.
I met one of a shadow girl I really know about her.
I immediately leave that place.
I saw a boy who is drying for a girl’s hair with dryer in a classroom
I got down the spiral stairs in miracle.
~March 26th,
2018~
My mother gave
me vinegar…
Saying it is
good for your stomach…
I received the
vinegar with my both hand….poured….
～March 25th, 2018～
Actually when
I drink alcohol, I always have stomachache
But in today’s
my dream, I could drink alcohol as much as I like,
And nothing
happened to my stomach…..
~April 9, 2018~
An earthquake occurred in the early morning in Hiroshima, and its epicenter was Izumo（出雲）.
After that earthquake, I fell in asleep.
Then in my dream,
Marcestel’s like picture appeared, and that picture told me,
“I have deep and heavy thought…”
Then I was almost perished by his “thought…”
（ref.）Izumo（出雲） is the place of Japanese Gods and Goddess get together once every year in November.
